It's unbearable
Unbelievable
How much I
Miss you
Pining like an
Abandoned dog
I'm walking
On broken glass
Limping through
My life-warzone
And there's a
Sucking hole
Where my heart
Used to beat
Blown out by
You; a land-mine
I stepped on
No warning
Never saw this
Love coming
And now
It's been
Amputated
Emptiness; a disease
Has
Overtaken me
Necrotising my
Chance of
Recovery
I'm a broken
Wind up toy
Disgorging
My innards
Springs and oil
I'm a jarring
Clockwork
All tick
And no tock
Cogs that don't
Fit together
Unusable, unfixable
Throw-away
Time can't heal
When the
Second hand
Keeps dragging
Me back to
Memories of you
You're priceless;
A masterpiece
I'm worthless;
A disgrace
Buried alive
Smothered by
Your anti-love
Like dirt in
My throat
Close the
Coffin lid
Lead-lined
So I suffocate
Wither and die
My eyes, clouded
Rose-tinted
With memories
Used-to-be's
Cataracts
In the shape
Of empty promises
And unfulfilled
Expectations
There's a you-shaped
Hole in my life
Where you
Punched through
Scarring, scorching
Blast-radius
Bigger than
My whole
Fallout encompasses
All I know
Knew
Nothing feels new
Everything affected
Effected
By you
And the trace you
Left behind
A smile
A joke
A look
Now I'm
Torn pages
From a burned
Book
I'll never be
Whole
Complete
Always have
An itching
Nagging
Missing piece
How can I
Heal
When I need
A transplant
Transfusion
But everyone
Is incompatible
Apart from you
Living like this
Is
Overbearingly
Unbearable
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Comments & Feedback (11)
The line 'Im a broken wind up toy' is from an Eels song and I think 'you-shaped hole' was borrowed from @leelee101 ...š
This is incredible... "torn pages from a burned book" - beautifully devastating... Amazing, torturous write. šššš
@Irrational_Kimmi you can use it baby, I'll let you... Aw Kim so sad and agonising gives her a huge hug š¢ā¤š
@naaviie @leelee101 @ckahn thank you for the kind words everyone. Just feeling a bit lonely this morning, not even been able to speak to him for over a week because he is on holiday in Iceland. This all just came flowing out of me this morning...
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