So Many Things

There are so many things I want to say to you,
I love your eyes, your gorgeous eyes, and your smile too,
your warm company and the way you hug me,
the way you always call me beautiful and your laughs so delightful,
our long long conversations about anything that pops into our minds,
There are more things I want you to know too,
the way you hug her, it's the way you hug me,
your ocean eyes mix into hers, as mine do into yours,
what's wrong with me?
am I too pretty, too sweet, too lovely,
I wish..I know I'm not good enough but,
you told me you loved me,
you need to help me out here, I know she's gorgeous, but she'll never love you as much as I do..
I don't understand, I need you, you used to need me, what happened to us........her.

I miss you.