Watch Me

KikuHonda • 342 followers

From three to thirteen
Everyday
I've been put down
I've been abused
I've been mis understood
I've been ignored
I've been shunned
And its all been by you. The ones I love most have hurt me so many times
I've lost count

So watch as I cry,like so many times before
Alone and broken
Longing for friends I cant go to
Or comforting words I never see

Watch as I cry
For love I never told you about
And friendships you never heard of
And pains you've never seen

Watch as I cry for all the pain inside
And Watch as I slowly
Stand up
And watch as I smile

Watch as I be strong
And watch as I carry on
Watch as I live my life
Pushing away my pain and strife

Watch me,be me
And watch me show you
What I've become

#childhood-trauma #emotional-journey #general #personal-growth #resilience #self-empowerment

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ZuperZed

Oct 4, 2012 at 4:30 AM

Very well written! Emotional... Stay strong! ;)

KikuHonda

Oct 4, 2012 at 4:31 AM

@ZuperZed thanks 😉

KikuHonda

Oct 4, 2012 at 4:32 AM

@ZuperZed i will..i hope 😊

eddie12309

Oct 4, 2012 at 7:37 AM

Felt every word of this. I hope your ok. Stay strong like the other comment says. 😞💚💚💚

sjw

Oct 4, 2012 at 11:11 AM

Very emotional and I like your determination to rise above it stay strong sweetie 😔❤💗❤💋

aiyumestranger

Oct 4, 2012 at 3:43 PM

I love the emotions. So much like to what I feel at the moment. Hope things will get better! It's very well written❤ it's strange how your every word just go straight to what I feel.

misslittleDHP

Oct 4, 2012 at 9:04 PM

Wow that is one hell of a write...like you're saying enough, look at me now...you are strong and determined, that could be felt through these words...great write Hun 👏👏👏👏💔💔❤💔💔

KikuHonda

Oct 4, 2012 at 9:45 PM

@ZuperZed @eddie12309 @sjw @aiyumestranger @misslittleDHP thanks for the comments,it cheered me up 💚💚💚and i hope all of you are ok to (for those that could relate)

KikuHonda

Oct 4, 2012 at 9:46 PM

And im okay...promise 😊

KikuHonda

Oct 4, 2012 at 9:46 PM

At least now anyway

eddie12309

Oct 4, 2012 at 9:55 PM

That's good to hear. I think this was one if your best writes. Use your writing to help you through it. 💚

KikuHonda

Oct 4, 2012 at 9:56 PM

@eddie12309 thanks 😚😚...thats what i love to do 😉

ZuperZed

Oct 4, 2012 at 10:15 PM

@KikuHonda Happy to hear you're ok. And remember... No matter how bad it gets, it does get better. Like @eddie12309 said, use Opuss to vent. I do and it helps! ;)