She sits alone and wonders why,
the tears are falling when she doesn’t cry.
The feelings are strong, but the numbness has set in.
To feel, to laugh, to gaze in wonder,
is all she wants, but feels left asunder,
This life and all it’s twists of fate have broken her.
A fence of barbed-wire surrounding her,
her heart sealed off, her eyes a blur,
The tears they want to fall, but she no longer lives.
Body, grey,
Eyes, glistening with hope,
she doesn’t feel able to cope.
Just needs some loving arms to take it all away.
It never goes,
It never goes away.
Just finds itself lost, until one day...
It’s here again.
Love and laughter,
happiness hereafter,
Please shine your light my way!
I need to feel the warmth of your touch on my skin,
to feel loved FROM WITHIN,
Locked up in this box I have created for myself is not much fun.
The tears fall now, I allow myself to let go,
I want to let you in, I must do this, I know...
I am transiently floating here in this soft bubble of self-defence.
Touch me, hold me, kiss me.
Kiss me.
Now I am lost within YOU.
Leave footprints on your heart,
be true to you from the start,
I am, forever, lost in me, lost in you.
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