Stop it! Just stop it!
Stop acting this way!
You've taken care of everyone,
Now it's time to take care of you.
Sure you'd rather help others,
That's what we'd all like you to do.
But you can't do it when you're like this.
Just let us help you!
Calm down, just shhh!
We're doing this for you,
Relax it's nothing bad,
Just we're looking after your future.
Don't cry, please don't.
It just makes it worse for us.
We realise it's not what you want.
But this is really a must.
©odd
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Just a some what "odd" girl, living in what feels like a glass box. Hello Opuss, the savour of my sanity. my little private world amongst a life of being watched and watching.
Im tired of sitting alone. Im tired of having no one. In tired of waiting for something to happen. Im tired of missing. Im tired of yelling. Im tired of crying. Im tired of starving.
I return. To this haze. Might as well. Call it home. I know. All too well. How it works. Never permanently ending. I feel. The tears in my eyes. But they shan't escape. I caught them early.
I'm not feeling very well. It's a dull pounding ache. Might take a while to go I can tell. How do I get rid of it for god sake. The blues, pissed off, fed up, down. Felt like this for years.
You have meds and drugs at hand,. With every label in the land,. You come with casts and 999,. But, surely, you know it's my time,. You come with ice packs, pills and sprays,.
Tears burned as they rolled down her cheeks. Thoughts pounded through her head after every heart beat.
I want you to look at me. Acknowledge my existence, Acknowledge my pain, Stop being so persistent About me being so insane.
You can't fix me if I'm not broken. Everything has already been taken. You need to let me be I can't stay here so unhappy. I need to be left alone. Where I can be set free to roam.
Having one of those days where my mind feels all screwed up and I want to crawl into the comfort of isolation. But I can't do that, I can't slip into that again.
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