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Pride, Love, And You

TaintedTulip • 246 followers

I return
To this haze
Might as well
Call it home

I know
All too well
How it works
Never permanently ending

I feel
The tears in my eyes
But they shan't escape
I caught them early

I am imprisoned
In this mode
Until something miraculous
Breaks me out

I wonder
About so many things
But it all turns silent
When I go into my haze

I will
Find a way
To get away
No, escape

This painfully slow,
Agonizing haze
Slowly passing me
Controlling me

Until
I
Break
Free

I refuse
To be trapped
I'm sick
Of living in it

This haze
Shan't hold me
For I will
Find a way

To break free
Of this home
Without a bullet
And with

Pride,
Love,
And most of all,
You

<3 <3 <3

#emotional-struggle #general #mental-health #self-discovery

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