Sometimes I wake up,
Void, empty inside,
My subconscious very absent,
I feel the need to hide.
It's on these days I wish,
I was somebody new,
Somebody very different,
And that I had a clue.
Self-hating days are plenty,
Sitting on my own,
Wondering how life would be,
In a different tone.
Envious of those who know,
Exactly who they are,
Because I just don't think I'll get-
Going this way - far.
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Who, how, what, when, where and why. Who the bearded Ghandi in the name of Jesus, Hell am I. I am in such a state of disarray, I cannot seem to know, If I am one way or the other, Who am I.
Depression What is it, really. A state of mind. Or an emotion. Or does it really matter. Because either way, you're stuck. You can't fight the depression. You're rendered useless; it's too powerful.
Nothing is right, I'm out of line, Pieces missing, Losing time, Sleep though the day, Awake all night, Run when I should Stand and fight.
I return. To this haze. Might as well. Call it home. I know. All too well. How it works. Never permanently ending. I feel. The tears in my eyes. But they shan't escape. I caught them early.
What do you do when you feel sad. I feel like there's something heavy inside me. I don't feel like moving or saying anything. My heart sighs as if nothing is going right.
sometimes I feel like I want to stop breathing...
Run run run That's what I want to do Let's me think Takes the stress away Running is a passion But I suck at it It enables me to wonder Ever more deeply about things Run That's all I used to do Run...
A heart that can't keep up. A heart that is left behind. A heart that needs a band-aid. A Heart that just need time. A brain that won't control and organize the thoughts.
Clever and relatable, don't worry - you'll find yourself soon, then learn that you are always changing! 💚💚💚
Babe I'm 34 and still ain't got a clue.....tortured souls see things differently and we just can't settle, at least for me anyways! Accepting who and why you are can be quite difficult at times. Mwah x
Ahhh. Beautifully written. Don't worry, you'll settle into yourself and be the amazing creature we all see😘💐💐
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