Who, how, what, when, where and why?
Who the bearded Ghandi in the name of Jesus,
Hell am I?
I am in such a state of disarray,
I cannot seem to know,
If I am one way or the other,
Who am I?
Where do I want to go?
There's all these massive questions,
I can't seem to comprehend,
I do not give a tear, an inch, a drop,
A thought or so to lend.
I'd rather be a happy poor man,
Than a wealthy nervous wreck,
But with my multiple disorders,
Should I even give a heck?
I mean, I suffer from so many,
There's no use to even list,
The way my mind can handle being me,
Or stop to can't persist.
In just a minute, I can snap,
From zero to full scale blast,
My mind stays set for years on end,
And then unravels at the past.
I'm paranoia,
Thought dysmorphia,
Depression,
OCD,
I cost too much,
I'm pro,
I'm neg,
I cost too little,
Rich,
I'm,
Free.
My mind's a labyrinth of mazes,
Part eidetic,
Sarcy,
Dark,
I am post sui,
Do I listen?
Do I talk?
I douse?
I spark?
I am a little bit insane-y,
I'm an otaku, nerd, geek,
I am mature, I am a LION,
Is it truth or lies you seek?
I'm indecisive,
I am certain,
Never time,
To call the curtain,
I'm forever,
I'm a never,
As conclusive,
As the weather.
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