Do You Ever Wonder?

@taylergoatier

Wonder what my life will be like,
Now you are gone,
I'm not all that happy,
Not gonna whistle a cheery song.

I wonder how you're doing,
With that other girl,
What with all the lies and alibis,
The story started to unfurl.

I wonder how you coped,
Knowing I was in the dark.
Well it sure wasn't easy for me,
Wasn't just a walk in the park.

If you ever feel guilty,
I felt ten times worse!
I thought I was stupid, silly,
I thought I was a curse.

Have you ever wondered,
What it will be like for me?
My heart and life, torn in two,
It's not all that easy.