Algedonic

"I sit in darkness when in times,
I'm lost running through my mind,
Got a son in whom my life..
Is where it lives and where it dies.

I sit and stare,
It's death I fear,
Not my own,
Regrets despair;

So I smile when I walk,
To fight the trials of my thoughts,
It's been a while since I've talked,
Or spent just a mile with my Lord,
Instead defiance is what taunts,
Now I know denial is what's taught,
Fat cats, liars who distort,
Facts and hire in support,
Fact is violently now bought;
Such fact is finding me no more.

It's a film that we live in,
Nothing real but the sinning,
So I'm still,
Eyes are dimming,
Oh how it feels,
To die a living..."

SSK
Subah Sadiq Khan