I look in the mirror to find the person by me,
The person I want to be but all I see is me looking back at me
She is with me everywhere I walk but never in the mirror
She is my beautiful side
She is me but thinner
I miss her when there is no light
I know I'm her,
I know I'm right
But everything I tell myself is a lie
She tells the truth,
She loves me,
She knows I'm fat but I'm skinny I tell her,
She always believes me and stands by my side
Truth of shadowy forms comforts my beautiful lie
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Hmm...I am who I am and I won't change for anyone. I enjoy listen to music and making my own songs. I also like to make poems, I am a very down to earth person but my mind is not, it tends to travel in space.
'Hmm. I don't think you should go out in that.' Why not. I grimace and stare hard into the mirror. Yes. I knew it. I just thought, maybe, I might... 'You're kidding right.
I'm sick of reflections. I've smashed all the mirrors. But the images keep projecting. Someone I don't recognise. Even the reflection from my phone. Seems to tease my mind.
You mean what does it feel like. It's...it's like there's always somebody else there, Yeah, Like they're trying to get out or something, Y'know.
My lack of sleep leaves me in complete despair, It makes my mind feel as though its in need of repair.
Mirror, Why must you lie. You call me pretty. You call me skinny. You say I am perfect. Someone takes a picture of me and I am ugly. I step on the scale and I am fat. I am not perfect.
Sitting up at 10:38 wondering "why am I sitting here, what use is this" And the first thing that comes to mind is "would you rather sleep through all of that upset, or sit up and talk to...
Body distortion,. Eat small portions. Take pills. Skinniness wills. Your finger the trigger. Bulimia fooling you bigger. Every breath. Lying to yourself. Can't see your toes.
My mirror is broken, It tells of great lies. My tummy is flatter, I'm sure I had thighs. I know that I'm fitter, I've gained 20 pounds. My hair was once neat, Now looks like a hounds.
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