Time to let out my frustration,
Cos I'm fed up of all this hating,
Every day, just pacing,
Over some bullshit, I 'could' be facing.
Time to let out my hurting,
Cos I'm fed up of reverting.
To constant shit spurting,
When I should be asserting.
Time to let out my pain,
Cos there's nothing to gain.
It does nothing but drain,
The peace from my brain.
Time to let out my tears,
I'm gonna cry out my fears.
I've been holding for years.
It's time to let go, it's clear.
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Twenty five year old male from Sudbury, Suffolk, England. I write poetry, quotes, songs and the rare story. Thanks to all who follow, like or re-post xxx
Life isn't so bad. Yet you look terribly sad. You have no one else to blame. You tend to bring yourself shame. Like someone has placed a hex. All you can think of is sex.
Threw my dreams in a wishing well. And watched them disappear. If they came back I could never tell. But I'm still waiting here. Shared some love, lost some innocence. I wont get back again.
Where is that cheerful guy I used to know. I look in the mirror and it's like I don't even recognize myself. I look so down and tired, I don't see that guy that was so happy so long ago.
I know I seem distance,. And this is no excuse,. But I really haven't got the energy to talk to you,. You can now hate me,. Kick and slap me,. Because I know I deserve it,. Your the only one there,.
I hate it when I get in fights. All my friends assume I love it. I hate it when people under estimate me. Something thats not hard to do. I hate it when people insult my friends.
Sometimes I feel like it would be better to not exist, or that the world would be better without me, but it's a fleeting thought.
When you ask me to explain it All I can say is Its an overwhelming sad When I know I should pray for it Like what the hell is heaven, am I really too gay for it.
I like to think I'm laid back and cool. I like to laugh and act the fool. But deep inside is tension and stress. I know what I need and that's to leave this mess. Start a new life and get better pay.
@sjw Thank you Kindly, I think I'm starting to get back to my normal self slowly, won't be long now hopefully. -Hugs back- ❤😘
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