Confessions

Please forgive me father
For I have sinned
I confess to hurting him
I never meant to

I confess to hurting myself
In spite to help him
You see, Father
He means so much to me

I confess to badgering
I asked and pleaded
I wanted to help
But it only failed

Please father, forgive me
I confess to breaking and entering
I entered his world
And broke my heart

I confess to sins as such
Mutilating from the inside
And true rudeness
Sure to find

Father, forgive me
I confess to cussing
It's out of control
But I swear to God almighty I'm trying.

I confess to pain
Inflicted on myself and others
Jealousy took me over
Father, I shall explain.

I fell in love
With someone who's far more deserving
And he's having trouble
It's quite unnerving

He's hurting himself
Father, help me so
I've tried so hard
I've nowhere else to go

My heart is in pieces
My self-esteem has died
Is there any way
Somehing could be revived?

I love him truly, Father
Although he's far better
I confess to beating myself Father
I'll never get better

Father, please help me
Although this is not my place
Not my religion in honesty
I wouldn't show my face

I've no hope left
Father, what shall I do?
Jealousy and pain have won
But him, I have to lose

Father, I seek your help
After all I've done wrong
What have you to tell me?
"Just keep moving along."