I'm Battling Myself

For @MelchiorJ13 <3

Battling myself
Over you
I think it's love
And that it's true

My mind says,"Stop"
That I'll only get hurt again
That the pain will return
And never end

My heart says,"Try"
To stay true to me
Wait and find out
If it's meant to be

My mind ridicules,"No"
You'll only end in tears
Like all the others
He'll cause another heartbreak, it's clear

My heart combats,"Listen"
What do I hear
That I'll be okay
So I go ahead without fears

I continue to listen
Only to my heart
But it's hard when
My mind is loud and apart

I'm battling myself
It's not too fun
But you mean so much to me
I don't think we'll ever be 'done'

My mind is losing
That I am proud
My heart is being true,
Hopeful, and as soft as clouds