I am in that place I thought I had left behind
A place I hoped to never find
This time I have let my actions play with my mind
Confidence I once found
Has ran away
Leaving me weak and helpless and miss-leaded astray
When everything gets good
I destroy the best of me
I did once find who I was meant to be
I find the salty taste around my lips
Thinking of the times I shouldn't of flipped
I was fine yesterday I did not care
So why today I can't just grin and bare
Nasty isn't my nature
But today I am mean
Guilt is an awful feeling like when I was a teen
I thought I had grown out of this
Digging up the past
When I wanted us to last
So i will thrown away the spade
Leave your heart alone you shouldn't be played
I need to grow up and not get depressed
I don't want to drag you down
Today I start my new quest
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