Would You Play This Game

Accepted into a different school
Leaving all my friends
I fear my old ridicule
And just hope it all ends

No college for me
A one chance scholarship
Is what we receive
All i need to do is give no lip

And keep my grades high
Shouldn't be a problem
It's only in our car, I realise
My one chance for a job after exams

Still paying off
My sisters from 3 years ago
I'm feeling a lil' bit tough
When I'm alone, the tears flow

Shan't be complicated
Not one bit
But if I screw up or debated
That's it.

Scared of screwing up
Not usually me
Scared of being bullied rough
It's always been hiding

I had a choice
I took the more interesting road
Curiosity lead me by voice
And I'm scared of this big load

Knowing nobody, and completely lost
Nobody understands why
I chose it or fought
Since my past is a reocurring try

A new start
If you got the chance
Would you take this fragile art
And give it a dance?

I'm eager to share
What will happen
On this road few dare
And see if we're still clappin'

School pressure has gotten to me
In case you couldn't tell
But do you see clearly
Why I stole my chance not too swell

Would you have done the same
If you had shared past pain?
Would you play this game
With or without gain?