You Never Come

I stayed up
Until midnight
Waiting for you
And your family

That was when I was 4
It was birthday
You told me you'd be there
At 6 o'clock on the dot

You never came
Yesterday you started your journey
Vey early in the morning
We expected at the latest for you to be here at 9pm

You never came
At all the concerts,
At all of the birthdays,
At all of the holidays

We hoped to see you
You said that
You be there on time
But you never came

I continued to instill my trust in you
I continued to be heartbroken by you
I tried so hard to get you in my life
But you never came

Now sitting here
I think so much on
The neglect you gave me
When I only wanted you to be in my life

For one second
That's all I ask
Because I wanna know
If you'll actually stay

I wanna know
If you are proud of me
If you even know
Why you should be

But every time
I try
To get you in my life
You never come