I'm Gonna Be Ok.

Many times the flowers tried to tell me,
Umpteen times the trees tried to warn me,
Even my own heart gave up on me,
When the wind blew harshly across my face that's when it hit me...

My bestfriends told me to stop,
My momma said it shouldn't be a job,
Even my friends think he's a snob,
But when my Sister punched me with her Words it hit me right on the spot...

I knew my heart was faithful,
Though the lives I've lived we're sinful,
I can truly love someone forever,
Though their loyalty and love lasted me never...

I have come to realize life isn't always what we want it to be,
I have come to realize that 'Happiness' comes first from within your body,
I have come to a point where I can't keep pleasing everybody,

Because until I love my own self truly,

I Have Made My Peace;

That I have to let go and let God,
For I have pushed my strength to the limits where I think I'm gonna be ok now...