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The cravings start to pour
I just...can't resist
Someone help
I don't wanna be like this
Hands
Shaking
Breathe
Intaking
Just do it whispers he
That someone I start to be
No
No
Must fight
Wait that's not right
I smile
And sink into it for a while
Again I took the fall
For what
Loosing it all?
Random quick one. Going to be busy
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What is one more tablet. Knocked down with a drink, Readying the water glass, Addiction with a 'clink'. What is one more tablet.
sinking into an addiction. one I'd like to fuel. go down to the kitchen. quietly open the cabinet. grab the poison of the night. because I need. I want to feel alright. tip toe to my room.
I play a single role To fill the hole Inside my soul Its my only goal But can I fill it. NO Because NOTHING fits. And if it does it slips. Or doesn't stick. Or doesn't quite fit.
"Here i am again, head full of hectic, once again so easily i forget this, my face has eroded from the tears over all these years , feel my presence in my entrance, hallow to all surroundings, and...
Fingers gripped around my throat Slowly choking me of breath My own addiction, to me it is: Suicide; a painful death Good days, I peel back one finger Loosen the hold she has on me Bad days, the...
I'm sat all alone. Here in my chair. No ones inside. They've all gone out there. I'm to afraid. To move off my seat. The people they scare me. The ones that I'd meet. I'll crack and I'll crumble.
I could just fade away for a few hours no one would notice. Maby they might realise their life became easyer. No one would care. I wouldn't be able to fade away i have too much colour.
You see the truth right in front of you. Still you refuse to acknowledge. You see the darkness falling around you. Still you refuse to acknowledge. The significance of it all this is in principle.
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