I could just fade away for a few hours no one would notice. Maby they might realise their life became easyer. No one would care.
I wouldn't be able to fade away i have too much colour. People might realise beacuse there life would be a bit less brighter. My friends would care.
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Don't tell me I'm beautiful. It makes me hurt worse. I despise your kind words-. Sorry to be terse. When you tell me I'm worth it. I just want to collapse. Because I can't listen.
She looks in the mirror and asks herself every day, Is she beautiful. A joke or a comment about her image, Stains the white canvas in her mind. And then she wonders, Is she thin enough.
I went to see the doctor. For I was short of breath. He said your lungs are ok. You just need to think less. I gave him a look. And grabbed my book. To leave and return the money he took.
When I'm being sensitive, its all too much Feel like you all hate me, where is the love.
I'm sat all alone. Here in my chair. No ones inside. They've all gone out there. I'm to afraid. To move off my seat. The people they scare me. The ones that I'd meet. I'll crack and I'll crumble.
Look into my eyes. Tell me what you see. It won't be happy. It won't be pretty. The way I act. Makes me seem happy. It makes me seem fine. But look into my eyes. There you will see. See the hurt.
I have awoken and all is not well Gloomy weather or sinister blether I can not tell. No magical feeling, the smile has been broken A sense in my chest is gnawing and choking.
What should I do. Please tell me I have no clue!. I am lost in my thoughts. Please help me find my way!. Help me cause it is driving me nuts. And I have something more to say.
@Bluegerbil im the first. I just found out my best friend hates me and that she has inly ever pretended to like me
@missjods Oh no! :( don't worry, I've been in that situation, my friend left us because she thought we weren't 'cool' enough, she only stayed with us to make herself look nice, and it does work out. :(
Thnx @Bluegerbil but something else happened tiday as well. Everyone thinks im horrible! I said something bad about someone who no pn likes any way but they hate me now!!!! I dudnt nean it in that way!! Aghh
@missjods In that case, I would recommend talking to an adult or sibling. At our school, we have this 'befrienders' scheme that help you with any issues you have, I'm not sure if you have anything like this, but if you do, try talking to them. I find that it helps.
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