Confusion.
The main thing I feel currently.
Last night, after that last post beginning with "we talked", we talked a lot more.
He asked me if I really thought for a second that he DIDN'T want me to have a class with him.
He asked where the logic was in that.
He also told me he joked about my feelings for him because he was comfortable about it.
It doesn't bother him...
Is that good? Or bad?
And then, while we were texting, he sent me a YouTube link.
This one: http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=1iKg-PKom8o
And right after he sent it, he called me. We talked, and I didn't get the chance to watch the video.
Then he played me a song. The beat was catchy and it sounded cute.
"Do you like it?" He asked.
I smiled. "Yes, I do like it."
He started singing it, and I smiled more. I love when he sings.
I looked up the song and added it to my mix of songs that I listen to that are my favorite. Most of them are songs that we both love and share a memory over, even though that's not what I intended.
Just now, I decided to click the link he sent me.
It's the song he played for me, with the lyrics.
I didn't realize it until about 8 minutes ago.
Why did he want to show me that song?
During lunch today, Heather and Sally left to go back to class, but I stayed back alone with Paul.
"Oh Emily," he said loudly. "Now that Heather and Sally are gone, we can...you know..."
I looked at him, and frowned. "Creep."
He just laughed, scrunching his eyes closed.
But I watched him carefully.
He was sure confusing.
And the little song he sent me...so catchy and cute...
What does it mean?
What does any of it mean?
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