I've just taken a step forward,
An uncomfortable leap but a necessary one.
Awaiting the response is killing me.
My mind is telling me,
I've done the right thing
I've done the right thing
I've done the right thing.
This is what got me here in the first place, when doing the right thing meant doing the wrong thing.
Now is time to unravel the mess whilst my stomach churns.
All I can do is wait.
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All the clouds have dispersed. I'm able to write chapter and verse. The shadows no longer by my side. Into the darkness they retreat and hide. My thoughts were clouded and wrong.
Every waking moment a continual test, continually striving to offer my best. Pressure to keep ahead of the rest, trying to predict, what happens next.
It's time to take a chance Make a decision and go with it, There's no point, none at all in Lingering and lingering, Growing ever insane As indecision eats you up.
My head Is going To explode I promise There will be Little pieces of me Beeping Meowing And bad music My head Is going To explode The Television From upstairs Blares into my room In the...
I have a habit. A very bad habit (At least for me) And no one knows about it. Don't get me wrong though, I'm no rebel, This habit is not the typical type like you might be thinking about.
I'm really bad. I have to tell you that. Right now you're reading this, probably thinking that I'm over thinking things right now and everything is not as bad. Things will get better.
I want to talk, but who to talk to. In here there is no one what should I do. The mistake it is in my mind. I want to forget it I want it to hide.
I'm ignoring you, And I don't know why, I push you away, So I don't have to try, I think about loving, But turn my back, This isn't for me - Not something I can hack, I don't know 'right', What is...
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