Patience

Is this the end?
Before it's appeared?
It's barely begun
And that time has neared?
A long time ago
In a long-gone day
You had some feelings for me
We were too young anyway
But oh, how things have changed
The tables have turned
You've no feelings for me
We've switched places I've learned.
And now I watch you,
Being with her
The one that you care for
I feared this would occur
Still a shock finding out
And unstable as I was
I wanted to break down
But I didn't because...
I don't actually know
I just kept stopping myself
Let the feelings excruciate
Then put them back on the shelf
But I was in a bad mood-
Oh well, enough about that
I got used to the aspect
Calmed down, that was that.
I wanted to get along
With you and with her
Give her a gesture of kindess
To be on good terms.
So I didn't forget her
When I brought holiday presents
We even talked for a minute
Shared a laugh at my expense
I told her a funny story,
That had happened to me
Then we said both good-bye
When I had to leave.
But I felt happy inside
That I'd been kind to her
There's no need to hold a grudge
And be on bad terms.
I wanted to continue
To have this feeling,
From being kind and sweet
It's really quite appealing!
She's a nice girl
Your sister said she's weird
But so am I, and weird is good
This world needs more of that here.
So please be good, the both of you
And be happy together
I'll stay out of the way, won't cause trouble
But I'll still wait, trusty as old leather.