Believe

They say
'All you must do is believe
And you can do anything.'
But what if they are wrong?
How can they be so certain?
When I myself is so unsure,
My vision clouded;
Blocked!
Doubts protrude into my mind
They wrack my whole being,
I'm scared;
I feel so alone
And helpless!
People say they are with me,
But they don't know!
So much to cope with
For just one person,
To understand it all is just too much
To ask of a child!
For that is all I am,
A child
With so many:
Doubts,
Uncertainties;
Fears
Too much is upon my shoulders,
Too many high expectations
That is all I feel at this time,
No nerves
Nothing,
But...the weight upon me!