I'm Not Good At This

Excuse me for being once again on the fence,
But I've been here before,
And I already know how it ends,
Because I'm not good at it,
Really not at all.
I'm not good at this.

Incapable of love,
Put that arrow down,
Cupid, stop messing around,
Don't put him through it,
Because I'm not worth it,
As I've proved time and time again.
Because I'm not good at it,
Really not at all.
I'm not good at this.

Completely selfish and unaware of his feelings,
Maybe at the start but the fading spark,
Never seems to set in,
Because I'm not good at it,
Really not at all.
I'm not good at this.

Seem to loose my voice,
At all the wrong points,
Making him weak,
Then when I can,
He's always sad,
I seem to say the wrong thing,
Because I'm not good at it,
Really not at all.
I'm not good at this.

I honestly mean this,
From the bottom of my heart,
I don't mean to tear you apart.