Pain And Love

Your actions hurt,
You seem to never give a care,
You watch me as I suffer,
As if you aren't even there,

I wish you could see,
That this pain I must endure,
Is harsh and brutal,
With no easy cure,

I thought you knew,
That you weren't always right,
Losing my hope and faith,
Of you ever seeing a true sight,

I thought you swore,
You'd never make me cry,
Yet now you just stand and watch,
As I curl up in a ball and slowly die,

You blame me for the truth,
You accuse me of lies,
Yet when I stutter out my defense,
Your quickly block out my cries,

I wish you could see,
Life isn't fair,
Even if a lucky draw,
Has always been there,

I wish you could see,
The pain you inflict,
Hurts me in my soul,
My heart you brutally kick,

I thought I loved you,
But you don't need me,
Now I know the truth,
If only it could be,

You are a pain seeking soul,
I wish I had known you,
But my love has already grown,
I just wish you would say you loved me to...