Homesick

damoambrose • 119 followers

I can't stand straight
I can't look up
I feel like I
Am about to throw up
My skin is clammy
My tounge is dry
I kinda feel...
like I'm gonna die

I'm just sick...

Sick of the love songs
Sick of the pain
Sick of the feeling
of going insane...
This Seperation
Anxioty
This unholy feeling
Inside of me
My feet are freezing
My hands are sweating
My head is throbbing
It feels like I'm seething
I cannot stop shaking
I can't control my breathing
My fist are clenched
So tight that they're bleeding
The one's I loved
Have ripped me apart
Without looking back
Have stepped on my heart
The tears won't fall
The cries aren't heard
And nothing I'm doing
Helps me forget her

I miss it all
What I wouldn't give
To find a remedy
When I feel home sick

#emotional-pain #general #heartbreak #mental-health #separation-anxiety

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Comments & Feedback (17)

Aug 6, 2012 at 9:11 PM

Aw, this is beautifully written but so sad. I hope it isn't autobiographical, and if it is, I hope you're okay 💗

Aug 6, 2012 at 9:47 PM

@PoppyA thanks you for the comment this is about myself but it's been a long time :) x

Aug 6, 2012 at 9:52 PM

@gazplend @minxyMolly thank you both for the repost :)

Aug 6, 2012 at 10:10 PM

I am very glad that time has passed for you! 😽

Aug 6, 2012 at 10:33 PM

@crowncottage thank you x

Aug 6, 2012 at 11:27 PM

Two years now?, get over it mate😉

Aug 6, 2012 at 11:30 PM

@Stablish lol it's still hard mate but I'm getting there I just need to focus on something else now

Aug 6, 2012 at 11:35 PM

Best way mate, your do much more happy now a days anyway so you must be doing something right👍

Aug 6, 2012 at 11:35 PM

*So

Aug 6, 2012 at 11:40 PM

@Stablish cheers mate I am a lot happier now still hurts to think about sometimes tho but life goes on hey on words and up words :)

Aug 6, 2012 at 11:46 PM

@Stablish @sara_lou @RichWithey thank you all for the repost much appreciate :)

Aug 7, 2012 at 12:42 AM

@damoambrose no probs Hun good to see you happier 😊 x

Aug 7, 2012 at 1:07 AM

@sara_lou thank you :) xx

Aug 7, 2012 at 3:56 AM

@ammeyelwal cheers for the repost :) x

Aug 7, 2012 at 5:50 AM

@ckahn thank you for the reposts :) x

Aug 7, 2012 at 1:11 PM

Glad it's in your past babe 😔😘

Aug 7, 2012 at 2:13 PM

@sjw thank you and cheers for the repost ;) x

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