Pain

wolfie • 427 followers

There's this pain
Kind of unbearable
Went to the doctor
He was sceptical
Took blood out of me
Pushed his finger up in me
Made me piss in a bottle
Come in a cup
Scoop a poop sample
Pressed ears to my chest
Gave me physio
Checked cardio
Checked wikipedio
I had a clean bill of health

But there was this pain
Still this pain
Making me tired
And Sick and sleepless
I tried herbal remedies
They gave me nausea
Went to therapy to manage pain
He was a psychiatrist
Used regression
Until eventually I remember...

This pain I'm feeling
Is the hole left in my lonely chest

When you left.

#emotional-pain #general #heartbreak #loss #medical-experience #mental-health

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Comments & Feedback (6)

Jul 14, 2012 at 12:46 AM

there is beauty here

Jul 14, 2012 at 1:03 AM

Awww poor baby! Sad but good write.

Jul 14, 2012 at 1:06 AM

😔💗💗💐

Jul 14, 2012 at 1:10 AM

So sad!!!!!!!!!!!! :'(

Jul 14, 2012 at 9:06 AM

A heartbreaker of a write...warm thoughts and a huge virtual hug on its way to you....💪💪💪💪😘😘😘😘

Jul 14, 2012 at 11:25 AM

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Jul 15, 2012 at 8:32 AM

@wolfie Playful with bitter sadness... Excellent read... Thanks!

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