This is me shutting down, my heart is in pieces and my mind is full of torment. The pain just doesn't stop. Its like my whole world was suddenly tore out from beneath me. And now i don't know what to reach for or grab onto so maybe i wont fall to this death that i so rightfully deserve. Maybe i should just fall anyway.
But theres a part of me that is fighting to cling onto every last bit of my world that falls next to me, hoping if i can push the pieces back together that just maybe it will be okay. I might not have every thing left but i would have enough.. I wouldn't be left falling in this black abyss again, hoping someone would pull me out. Maybe they would, but i wouldn't blame them if they just shook their head and walked away. Theres only one person that i want to save me. I just wish i knew how to save them too.
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