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Feeding Myself; Pure Disgust

Open,
Dry.
Bleeding from the inside.

Never
Known
If I would make it.

Anger,
Rushing
& burning as it flows.

Fear,
Loving
Every second it controls.

Pain,
Gripping,
Clawing at my soul.

"This time,"
I said...
Would be the Last.

But that
Promise
Is broken.

Feeding myself,
Pure disgust.
This is hell.

No where to run
But the corners I know;
They're getting tired.

No one to tell
Only those 'people' whom
Don't really matter.

What happens now:
When the reality
Seems stark?

No chance of
Making a
Mark.

This life is shallow.
Going.
Dead.

No one but
Myself
To blame.

It's going,
Gone.
Pain is dying too.

And now,
It's over.
(only this is untrue)

But I wish so much
It wasn't.

gouldll

@gouldll

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