Fighting To Keep My Sparkle

sjw • 1138 followers

Grey skies
invade my
horizon they're
shutting out
my sun.
I'm feeling
deflated,
don't like it,
and from it
I want to run.
Darkness falls
stifling my
optimism,
preventing
my smiles.
All of my
negativities
I need to
categorise
into little piles.
Then one
by one I can
destroy and
banish them
far away.
In my world
they don't belong
and I refuse
to let them stay.

(Sorry I don't often do self pity, so just indulge or ignore me, normal service will resume ASAP)

#emotional-struggle #general #mental-health #self-empowerment

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Irrational_Kimmi

Jan 4, 2013 at 5:39 PM

Big hugs Sie 😘

sjw

Jan 4, 2013 at 5:54 PM

@Irrational_Kimmi thanks hun very much appreciated mwaah for the RP 😘😊

eddie12309

Jan 4, 2013 at 6:11 PM

Hugs your way and a 👢up yer bum. 😘

sjw

Jan 4, 2013 at 6:33 PM

@HeatherAnne thank you for the RP 😘💝

sammielee46

Jan 4, 2013 at 6:45 PM

💪Hugs to you honey 😘❤

sjw

Jan 4, 2013 at 6:54 PM

@eddie12309 thanks just what I need hugs followed by a kick up the backside lol 😘 for the RP 😊

sjw

Jan 4, 2013 at 7:00 PM

@sammielee46 thank you hun gratefully received 😊😘

sjw

Jan 4, 2013 at 7:01 PM

@sammielee46 💝🌹for the RP

Alys124

Jan 4, 2013 at 7:07 PM

@sjw if this is what happens when you do self pity than do it more often!!

sjw

Jan 4, 2013 at 7:16 PM

@Alys124 lol! Thanks but but it really isn't a good look for me 😂😘

misslittleDHP

Jan 4, 2013 at 10:29 PM

I'll def indulge you my sweet only not too long eh?...makes me blue knowing you are feeling this way Hun ...you know where I am and I send to you a big virtual huggeroo ✨❤✨🌹🌹🌹💝💝💝👠👠👠👠🍸🍸🍸💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪💪

sjw

Jan 4, 2013 at 10:53 PM

@misslittleDHP thank you! No it won't be for long nothing keeps me down for long going to Brighton tomorrow so the sea breeze is sure to blow the clouds away thank you for the indulgence the hugs and the RP 😘💝🌹🍸

sleepydragon

Jan 4, 2013 at 10:53 PM

@sjw Hugs and kisses on the way. We all feel like this sometimes and if we never ever did how would we know what is is to be happy. Still a brilliant write gun!! ✨🌟✨🌟🌙

misslittleDHP

Jan 4, 2013 at 10:58 PM

Adore Brighton...great memories there 😘😘😘....have a wonderful time my sweet ❤❤❤❤

oushie12

Jan 4, 2013 at 11:10 PM

@sjw aw you don't hang on to those bad guys for too long, yeah? Hehe I hope the happy spirits will soon outweigh the sad...some magic dust for you ✨✨✨😚😚😚

Rapunzel

Jan 4, 2013 at 11:45 PM

Indulge loving your work!

sarahgamal

Jan 5, 2013 at 11:02 AM

Hope u r ok❤ here for you lovely lady 😘😘

sjw

Jan 5, 2013 at 12:01 PM

@oushie12 thank you hun and I won't 😘💝🌹

sjw

Jan 5, 2013 at 12:02 PM

@Rapunzel thank you I'm glad you like it 😊💝

sjw

Jan 5, 2013 at 12:10 PM

@sarahgamal thanks Sarah we're heading to the sea for the weekend that's gonna help 😊 thank you for the RP 😘🌹

gazplend

Jan 5, 2013 at 1:03 PM

@sjw never associated you with grey! You have been my bright sunshine for so long! Sort it out right this minute! Have a lovely time by the sea and come back bright again 🌟❤😘xx