Bullshit

Tired.
Why even bother,
Trying.
Lying is easier,
Dying is easier.

Time.
It's only a matter of it
Before I lose it,
Before I throw a fit.

Ostracized.
Fucked up too many times
Maybe it wasn't all my fault,
Maybe I just...

Suck.
At being there.
Being someone who cares,
Being someone for anyone.

Air.
I would breathe it if I cared
To keep living through this bullshit,
To keep going through with it.

Blue.
I see my face turning blue
My brain can't help but to think of you,
Wishing for you.

You.
Walk in calling your nickname for me
When you see me blue you try to set me free
From the rope that chokes me,
From the bullshit that has a hold of me.