Self-worth

Larko • 97 followers

Turn off my emotions.
Turn off my dread.
Turn off my anguish.
Leave me for dead.

Turn off the lights.
Turn off the time.
Turn off these days.
Tell them that i'm fine.

Turn off my thoughts.
Turn off my hope.
Turn off my worth.
On my own words i choke.

Turn on the pills.
Turn on the tears.
Turn on the greif.
Release all my fears.

Turn on the tap.
Turn on the flood.
Turn on my flaws.
This time i'm gone for good.

Turn off my love.
Turn off my hate.
Turn off my life.
Please Don't make me wait.

Flick the switch of my being and reassemble my self-worth. Its turned off.

~Larko

#depression #emotional-struggle #general #mental-health #suicide-ideation

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