I give it all away.
Trade my hate for more pain.
Watch my happiness drain.
As my mind goes insane.
Nothing else will remain.
Stood alone in the rain.
Bad thoughts stuck in my brain.
No more joy left to gain.
Hope and memories slain.
So I give it all away.
~Larko
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Living became a struggle. Breathing hurt. What if I'm too messed up to remember how to breathe. What if no amount of medicines, therapists, hope can save me.
Push, pull Need, don't want You like this smile. But the tears, they haunt... It's dark in here, But don't turn on the light, I need to rest, Let it's grip become my plight.
I want to write, but words are so far away. While my thoughts are overflowing, taking control of me. You don't know my happiness because its not even there. I'm alone, no one seems to care.
I tried my best, Gave it all I got, But what did I get. A miss. A pointless shot. Days I worked, Weeks I tried, Months i studied, Years I mined...
It seems like I am never going to be okay. I have finally come to the terms that it is from the path I have gone astray.
The walled garden and the empty overgrown lake. Your eyes flutter as you gently drift awake. The owl and the cockerel call to the moon. Fear not dear one sleep will find you again soon.
Like crystals they fell from her face. They were the tears no one saw. Some people knew she wasn't alright. But they didn't know how to help.
The rain, the storms, the showers... They last for hours and hours I lay in the dark In fear of my thoughts You see it's from them that I cower The rain, the storm, the showers...
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