Feeling

Theres a special feeling,
a certain feeling quite tragic,
it rages in the mind,
like a fire burning plastic,
it does not go away,
just stays to fight a war,
fights a war it knows its gonna win,
a war it knows in the end there will be sores,
a war inside ur mind,
at any certain place or time,
your braining is fighting this feeling,
but this feeling is already in ur mind,
you cant get rid of it now,
this feeling of suicide,
stuck itself deep inside your brain,
a fake war rages while it hides,
while ur brain thinks its fighting a war,
that can go either way,
your brains just fighting fake soldiers,
but itll find out another day,
as u start to experience feelings,
some youve never felt before,
always wanting to cut,
while your brains trynna win a war,
having a broken heart,
always wanting to die,
staying awake later at night,
always start to cry,
allowing simple words,
to get inside your mind,
your good memories get repelled out,
while the bad ones stay behind,
when your brain finally realises it fighting a fake war,
its just too late,
your minds already taken over,
while your brain was used as bait.