The Life Of A Loner: Part 1

As I walked through the
school gates I began to shake. It wasn't because of Britain's freezing temperatures or the rain slowly dripping down my face. It was because of the pure fear that flooded through my body. I can't say I wasn't expecting this as it happens every time.
This is the forth school I've started and I can already tell that this is going to be just as lonely and agonising as the others.
I'm starting to think that I'm just not meant to have friends. I try my best to fit in but nobody ever seems to like me. I probably should be more optimistic because for all I know I could be minutes away from meeting what will be my best friends. Although being more realistic i know as soon as I walk into the class room I'm going to be instantly judged. Girls will point out my ever flaw while giggling to their friends and I will stand awkwardly trying to hide my many flaws.