Self Esteem

My self esteem is very low.
I go through everyday thinking it's all my fault.
I don't deserve happiness or anyone to love.
I know that I will never be good enough.
Walking in public, I see the looks and the staring.
I don't fit in, I mean look at what I'm wearing!
They talk about me, "oh look, how ugly!"
That's what I see.
Don't bother about me, I'm not worthy.
I won't ask for your help, I won't ask for sympathy.
I need to deal with this alone, you can't heal me.
You can't boost my self esteem.