Now my life isn't the best. The beat thing in my life is my family and my beat friend, I get bullied a lot and I hate how people can put people's feelings down its horrible and selfish! Have they not got anything else to do? But make people feel that small they could kill them self, I' be tried to commit suicide 2 once from going to jump off a building and the 2 nd time slitting my wrist but when I got half may through it I thought why should I make the people that are bullying me push me to suicide? I shouldn't I'm not giving then the pleasure they want! And in the start of my tenth grade things started to look up, I'm not saying the bullying's stop because it hasn't. I still get the few odd name here and there, but since I've been in the lodge I feel like they won't mess with people in the lodge! The lodge is this thing at my school were if you've played up in year 7,8&9 and the teachers feel that you'll benefit from being in there, in year 10 there put you in there now if anyone that reads this era bullied speak to me nd follow me nd I'll help Auchincloss as I can.
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