Selfishness

After thinking a lot I can see that you've been rather selfish. From when you first knew that you wanted to concentrate more from studies and drift from me, you stopped yourself from falling deeper for me. Where was my warning in this? You just left me to continue on as I was with no clue whatsoever that this relationship was actually going nowhere and you had plans to break up later... Did you ever stop to think about me at all? I even told you that if you did start to drift away or lose feelings, to tell me sooner than later before I fell too deep and be more hurt. But no, you insisted you still felt the same (when you knew you didn't) and just left me to believe that for things to only end a month later... Why would you be so selfish to have done that? Every decision was your decision, I had no say at all. You made up your mind and that's what had to happen and I was the puppet being played with all this time. Why am I such a stupid girl to let this happen...