Alone

The cold stare as I walk through the door
You don't even say hello anymore
I sit at my desk in silence by myself
Wishing I could be anyone else
Someone on the inside, not isolated out here
Not cast away, ignored by my peers
We used to be so close but now it seems
As if all those memories were merely dreams
Now I don't get even one glance from you
It's as if I don't exist, even when I'm right in your view
I miss the way everything used to be
But now it seems like an alternate reality
If I could take back whatever I did wrong I would
And I would admit my mistake, if only I could
Because its been so long since this feud first started
I can't even remember the reason we parted
Did I say something wrong, insult you or demean you
Or did I do something stupid, I'm sure I didn't mean to
I've never felt more and now I've found
That I wouldn't be noticed if I was a skyscraper bursting from the ground
Maybe in time you'll give me a chance at a fresh start
But for now I'll wait here listening to the beats of my fragile, heavy heart