juliuswade
Someone told me you died today And it may have surprised you to hear I wept with no words to say I know in our past we fought a grand war Though hidden in mutual understanding were the reasons that we fought for Pride, recognition, and …
I seem to have a broken heart each week I keep telling myself you love me, but my hope falls weak But you show a glance near my way, and I'm at it again And then you break my heart, oh how I wish this could end You knew about my feeling…
There's a little girl in a meadow messing around in pure glee I standing there, wondering where the source of her cheer may be In garden blossoms she dances and leaps She's going down, seeing what's to find underneath Vivid colors from …
You thought you knew me, but in fact you were so wrong It's a surprise to me that it has taken you so long To see right through me, see who I really am But you didn't, and frankly I now don't give a damn We swayed together, and the pass…
Truthfully I've been feeling down Walking alone with my eyes to the ground I don't seem to care what other people say Cause I couldn't even see them with how bleak it is these days I had a taste of love and now it's gone away I was foo…
My being so shallow, with a heart so hollow Feels opposed with hope so narrow Locked inside an inner asylum Not a single soul had I to welcome But there you came as our lives collided Never was I to get so excited With the presence of…
Venturing off in a starlit sea Scurrying around for lofty dreams The signs of disaster is ignored When looking out for a glistering shore And through the trials we persevere Though somedays we are unaware of what happens from here Th…
I'm falling in the deep Need someone to rescue me Everything is so unclear When I'm wandering in here I'm falling in the deep end Don't know where it is I'm going I am crippled by the pressure And it doesn't seem to be getting bett…
How do you do, it's such a lovely night The air is so crisp, and lit with holiday lights For someone amazing like you, you seem to be on your own But I'll give you some company, no one should be alone On one of the most beautiful times …
25 December 2012 We arrived at the tower around 5AM. We parked the armor vehicle about six blocks from the tower, and went through a tunnel underground. At the end there was an escalator (generator operated) that would bring us to the f…
24 December 2012 As of this moment, we have not reached our destination, but we should be there shortly. Both Jennifer and Steven are asleep, and I'm staring at the night sky out of the windshield. I slept for the first time in days,…
Alone in a room covered in the dark Letting choices go as carefree sparks The damage I do to someone is done without a care But now those are weighed chains that I now bear For now as these sparks rain over me I notice that I was blind…
23 December 2012 I am writing this in the back of an armored truck. Steven is beside me, and my sweet Jennifer is receiving medical attention. There are a couple more living people around us, and through my tears I can see the red sky f…
Your dealing with the same ol story again That no one cares for you, and you wish it could end Your emotions run rampant in your struggling mind And as you sit here alone, your begging for a sign That eventually everything will be alrig…
22 December 2012 Today marked the first day of a different world, and I must say that it was odd to feel like a prisoner in your own house. I did not get a bit of sleep last night, which was expected concerning the current events. …
If it be true that soon it will all end I thank you for allowing me to be your friend Yes I've had some feelings, and yes I wish I could hold your hand But I only wish to make amends as I'm standing here in a dying land I don't know if …
Bursts of purple energy goes through the cave Bouncing around in a low frequent wave There goes the blue in a repetitive beat Damping the mood as if lost in repeat Out of the blue comes a reckless red The sounds seem to drop the bass o…
*This is a mini series that I've chose to do with all the "end of times" nonsense going around. It is about a zombie apocalypse. I will still be doing my poetry, but I thought it would be fun to give this a try. Hope you enjoy my little exp…
I know we haven't chat in awhile And I know that I screwed up every time you smile Can I blame it on the mind of a foolish youth To not see an amazing person like you I don't know about you but I'm still not over it Time keeps going bu…
Swimming in a stranded coral reef The colors of the scene breathes into my heart some relief I come in closer just to snatch a peek Of the sea splendor surrounding me I dive in deeper into bluer depths But my mood is unchanged, no glo…
I didn't know your feelings for me But you made up your mind like it was never to be And truthfully it stings in my heart To see that be the reason that you chose to depart And it feels me with nothing but grief The world all around ne…
I stand near a bus stop, wait for it to take me home The people of the city night will soon begin to roam Two different worlds colliding within concrete giants Just to past each other in temporary silence But when together, they are los…
We all have those times when we feel weak Not enough light, but just enough gray But tomorrow's another day We all have those times when we face defeat We're feeling so down, no words to say But tomorrow's another day We all have thos…
Here I am laying in paralytic sleep Unable to come out of this unknown deep When shall I awake, I do not know So here I lay, imprisoned in comatose I know you're close by, and I wish I could greet you But here in this chamber there is…
I stand in awe of the flourished forest The beauty around is at its most purist From the plant life surrounding, and the animals scurrying The only words I could say is that it's completely amazing There is no disturbance, no disruptio…
Well I see you all dressed and ready to go To where we're heading, we don't even know But the night is ours, and the moon shines bright And though our journey is a mystery, we'll be alright We will dance in the dark, as if we don't have…
There you are struggling with a present depression The air seems so thin, and you hold no emotional expression So you come to me now, in your current demise And plead me to come back into your life Though you've abandon me, hurted me, …
In a solemn void, there stood I Unaware of time gone by Not a single person accompanied me here Not even a friend, a loved one held dear I'm feel so depressed, so afraid and alone Locked inside a vague tomb, an invisible dome Until t…
Full Moon Lullabies play in the sky I hear it above as stars come alive Cosmic fusion mixed in with the vibrant colors I am in awe by the wonder; no words can I utter They play a sweet Jazz, so mellow and sweet I can hardly keep mysel…
It's been such a long time, since we did last chat I hope you've been fine, I hope your happy where you're at I see that you have went off and done something with your life And I only wish that I would've been there by your side You sti…
Will you show me your beautiful scars Cause they're what makes you who you are I don't care about what you've done What's past is past, and dead and gone You need not to struggle alone my dear For there is no judging, no hatred here …
Upon the Diamond Snowflakes of Winter Do I peer at this time of year The mood bades me to shout out with holiday joy I do, but it is drowned out by the children with toys I walk out to the porch, in TShirt and jeans And take in for a m…
Oh how I love you my Purple Rose I hope that my love for you is evidently shown I may come off a little shy but don't get me wrong There's nowhere I rather be than with you all night long The wonders of the world don't hold anything to …
Tranquil Mountains, perfect calm Resting giants in a soothing psalm Touching the face of heaven above Yet undisturbed in its haven dear loved In peace they rest from here and forever Disturbed in their sleep, no not ever
Harmonic Sunrise overhead Gets me up from out of my bed Radiant light brightens atmosphere Leaves me in awe as I'm laying here Your colors play such a cheerful tune I wish I could sit here and listen till noon Harmonic Sunrise I bid t…