Hate Loving

megz92 • 81 followers

I hate loving
It drives me insane
I hate been jealous
I hate nasty thoughts racing though my brain
I hate thinking about what if
I hate how you used to love her
I hate getting upset about the little things
I hate worrying about what the future brings
I hate the thought of been embarrassed
I hate feeling Insecure and weak
I hate loving you
But I do

The more I love the more I hate
I need to stop it and just appreciate
Or il lose what I have and be left in a pool to deflate
This time the love will be stronger
And il be lonely no longer.

#emotional-poetry #general #inner-conflict #love-struggle

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