With a painted smile
Your face I see
Sending me swirling
Into a spiralling sea
Should I sink
Or should I swim?
Will this ever stay
My love for him?
Awash with time
My head will spin
Taking my pleasures
As only a sin
A head of butterflies
Is what you are
Taking me close
Yet oh so far
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Writing has been my friend since a teenager...I laugh, cry, think, pretend, smile as I do it. I feel that I communicate better through my writing as in person I can appear a tad scatty.
I hate loving. It drives me insane. I hate been jealous. I hate nasty thoughts racing though my brain. I hate thinking about what if. I hate how you used to love her.
A Silent rage In a Violent cage Feelings seeping For an age A Silent rage In a defiant stage Feelings creeping Fills the page A silent rage Has been engaged Feel it seeping .
Don't you know, That I've changed?. That I want to be the old me?. Don't you know, I trust only myself?. That it's all your fault?. Don't you know, That I still care?. That I wish I didn't?.
This post might seem annoying, Or silly or a bore, And what I just don't want to do, Is make an old wound sore. But I don't understand it.
I fell to my knees. Bowed my head. Offered up my wrists. Closed my eyes to the red. I'm not even finished or done yet. But too many mornings are in regret. Familiar faces around me last night.
You tried to give your all to me. Wiping away my tears as I cry. No matter what, I'll never be. Good enough for you. If I was smart I'd take your hand,. And stay with you forever.
He said he loved me,. Is that a lie,. Why don't I trust him,. I wish I knew why,. I think I love him to,. I really do care,. I'm just so confused,. I'm pulling out my hair,. He never lied before,.
So many feelings. My heads hit the ceiling. I don't know how to say. But I feel I'm being made to pay. You said you wanted me. All I wanted was for you to see. The messed up shell. The months of hell.
@sjw feel the burn..feel the burn...ha ha ha ha.....besides you have been writing some fab stuff yourself this week my sweet:):)
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