So many feelings
My heads hit the ceiling
I don't know how to say
But I feel I'm being made to pay
You said you wanted me
All I wanted was for you to see
The messed up shell
The months of hell
The pain I took
For escaping your hook
The defence was there
And I tried not to care
But you sunk in
Like an old rusty pin
Now I feel down
Like an upset clown
I want you in my life
Despite all this strife
Whatever the cost
I just hope you're not lost
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How many times do I have to say sorry until you realize I meant it. How many times do I have to shed tears for you to realize I'm broken as you are.
I'm tired and emotional, But I can't tell you why.. I can't bare what you'll say to me, I can not watch you cry..... But I can't do this anymore, I cant look in your eye..
Slightly transfixed by your smile, Your not quite the norm tho are you. Still, I'll gaze on for a little while, Maybe I'll see your point of view.
Into muddy waters My vision now blurred I am speaking But I don't think you heard I am exhausted Too weak to now fight The words won't come As my throat constricts tight Is this it.
I won't let you see them. They aren't yours to treasure. Watching me cry, Gives you some sort of pleasure. My tears are a sign, Of frustration and pain. Once you had seen them, You want them again.
#youngwritershousehold No oxygen, No air, How am I meant to breathe. Nothing here, Nor there, I'll just sit and seethe. You took away, My breath, And with it my life.
I feel alone, Though you are right beside me. You make me feel strange, odd and unwanted. I hope it's all inside my head and that you love me really, For I love you, even though you may not love me.
Let me try to get it out cause writing is the best way. When we paint a picture and put it on a wall. Do we take it down and change it again. Let's say it's a perfect picture. We are proud of it.
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