Heartbreak [Too Many Shots Later]

I wish for you,
Just bring me something new,
I'm tired of trying,
I'm tired of buying,
There's a heart right here,
Just waiting for the all clear,
Blackened a bit, not sure why,
I know too well you're a good guy,
But why is it always the same!
Am I the one to blame?
Which house does passion live in?
Can I find it and dive in?
I don't want to break you,
Won't my soul renew?
I don't think it's my fault,
No trying to add wound to salt,
Can I lie here without my clothes,
Vulnerable to any throws?
I can't explain it, how my heart throbs,
...I've kissed far too many frogs,
How will I know your face?
It's feeling like a long old race,
Don't you see, does no one see?
It's not you, it's me...