Absent

In presence, I'm here
In mind, I'm not
For I live in my imagination,
In reality I rot

The world is too harsh
And so I run away
To that place in my head
Where I can be happy every day

My body has become an empty shell
In real life, every day is hell
I'm starting to become devoid of emotion
All I do anymore is just go through the motions

Always tired,
All I know anymore is fatigue
And so I tune out the world,
So I can live in my dreams

I feel like I'm alone
Are there any more of my kind?
I've got a heart full of feelings,
But an absent mind.