Dear You

I'm wondering where you are and
What you are doing now,
Could you be on the other side
Of this wide blue sky?

There used to be something
Making my life worth living
Now that it's gone,
I've realized it was you

You were always the one that could cheer me up,
You were the only one who could make me so filled with joy

The price I must pay for all that I've lost
Is way too big and I cannot bear it

I reach out to you, the furthest that I can
But as if you were wind you just slip away

Having no idea what to do,
And no one to turn to to comfort me
Slowly I feel that my heart starts to fade

But all of the smiles that I have in my memory
Makes me need you that much more
And now I know,
That I've got to find you again

-based on an existing song-