You know that song "What a wonderful world" by Louis Armstrong?
I never understood it even as a little girl.
I mean not to be a downer, but the world isn't exactly wonderful.
In fact, it can be really big and scary sometimes.
Seriously, you have all these kids getting bullied, and homeless people, innocent people dying for wars caused by foolish pride, children who are sick and hungry, those sick homicidal maniacs, pedophiles, perverts in general, and people who think one direction is better than the Beatles.
More like what a horrible world.
But it's the only world we've got so I might as well make the most of it.
Oh, right!
It's time I introduced you to someone I'd like to call me.
My name's Ceara Alexandria Bridget, but you can call me Ceara.
I'm thirteen years old and today is going to be my first day of eighth grade.
I don't really like my school though.
I've never been very popular.
Maybe it's because I'm a lot quieter than all the other kids, or maybe it's because I can come off as kind of a goody-two shoes.
Whatever the reason I've never really fit in.
But that's not my goal.
I know it sounds stupid, but my goal is to save the world.
Or at least make the world a better place.
As always in this sad life I have a dark secret.
I was suicidal when I was ten years old.
My childhood was practically snatched away from me.
I recently got over it, but sometimes I still wish that I'd finished the job all those times I tried to kill myself.
Please don't be sad though.
I'm alright.
Now let me tell you the story of the utter madness called my life.
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So you want to hear the story of my life? I was born, I live, and one day I will die.
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