I don't want to be thirty
And still living at home
I want to be brilliant
I want to be great
I don't want to be contempt
With just being okay
I want to find love
I want to have kids
I don't want to die lonely
I have so much to give
I do have ambition
It just needs activating
A kick up the arse
Because life is awaiting
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#household I won't have a crack at profundity; Someone always seems to do better than me, Besides when the ocean gets too deep You can't see the bottom you so desperately seek.
There is nothing hidden about me. I read like an open book. I have confidence in my soul. My fears have all been took. Once upon a time. Life was a hard chapter. All my troubles had hold.
When i was little , every adult i know , told me to be myself. I never understood what that meant. I always thought to myself " how can i be anybody else but me . " , but now i know what it means.
Its time for me to be me. For the whole world to see. No more thousand yard stare. No more moaning 'its not fair'. The time to live is here. Stepping forward without fear. No more tactics of delay.
Rip it open. Delve inside. Find a place. I might reside. Open up. Every door. Tell the world. What I'm for. Take giant strides. Towards my fate. Don't look back. And don't hold hate.
Holding on to spring. Just crushes your wings. Holding on to money. Missing the days when it is sunny. Holding on to a memory. Turning one day to a century. Holding on to pain. Will drive you insane.
A wiser man once wrote "If people were rain, I'd be drizzle and she a hurricane." I sat there quietly as these words swarmed around in my head.
The best Christmas gift for me was making peace with me. Knowing that inside my head I can always be free. Realizing that I don't need to belong to be just me.
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