A Love Song

Ive been having trouble communicating; stuck in this bubble while I sit here waiting; my heart was cold but now I've thawed it out; this warmth unfolds I've thought this out; if theres one thing that you absolutley need to know; its how far that I'm prepared to go; to harvest the succes from the seeds I sow; but this light over me is bleak forever more;

Youre colorblind to all the red roses; nevermind all the prose, this is my one and only notification; please realize the adoration; recognize my lost adulation; my hearts gonna stop from a frosty accumulation; Im lost in my attempt at this love initiation;im ignored, cant you see; that Im trying my hardest but you refuse me; I write this in the hope that you get a feeling; I cant cope without the frozen heart you're stealing; I feel not the beat of a heart in my chest; but for now the music fills that void at its best; Everytime I try to reach out to you; you cut me off, let me get this message through; I'll travel silent seas and vast oceans blue; I'll go up mountains and go back down'em too; and just when I get close to you; when I'm ready to deliver this prose to you; you see the color in my roses come anew; but I see red blood dripping all over you;

I scream, I dont know whats going on; Is this dream, have I written a boring song; every sign that was reassuring's gone; Im sure I tried, but how did it all go wrong; the lights died in your eyes, all I see is a fight; you're deaf to everything that I say, everything I write; I just pray that you stop looking at me all fright-ened; is the end? didnt you realize I wanted to be your friend; and now I see a demon looking back out at me; whats the reason for this enmity; Im here pleading; bleeding from inside; you've stabbed my heart and left me here to die; Im fine with that all I ask is why; why have you left me here under a broken sky; didn't you get how much effort I put into my words; and now youve gone and scattered them like a flock of birds; you've done shattered them; how absurd; you cringe at every line you've ever heard; you look at me now like Im some sort of felon; some sort of fallen angel descended from heaven; but its when I saw you girl that I fell in; or rather fell out favor with my crew; overboard you were a mermail and we were two; under the sea; you set me free; but then you set the Kraken loose on me; set the noose on me; and you could choose for me; the way to put a start to my misery

And now you ask if what I said is really true; yes it it cuz if it wasnt I wouldnt be telling you; you've suffocated my heart till it went blue; you put out the light I did pursue; it was you who did not reciprocate; the feeling of love you met with those of hate; Im done now, Ive come too late; I guess this is my fate; but no, that cant be; ite never too late to change your fate; to make you see the reality of what this is; you and me; but I lay here and my love bleeds

You look at me with those teal eyes; at that moment I realize that the truth you've told has been a real lie; and I look up to the sky and let out these steel cries; I let out all the pain; my body's a shell like an oyster thats been slain; and you hold the pearl before you as you feign; sympathy for me as I drown in this pathetic rain; my heart beats like the opalescence; youve defined hate for me in its very essence and and I feel it reverberate in every sentence; all Ifeel is hate in every intense sense; in your presence I feel the longing; every word you say I hear the wrong thing; you were a queen and I was a long gone king; sit up on my throne and hear the gong ring; I am the one and only troubador; you were the only one I could adore; but you let my heart splatter when I did pour; you've robbed my soul; broke my core; my love turns to hate like jeckyll and hyde; my infatuation turns into a situation where all involved have been killed or died; And now I stand thrilled as I watch you cry; as you watch me die; a decision I made but I dont know why;

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